31 May

Is 1:18

“Come now, let us settle the matter,”
    says the Lord.
“Though your sins are like scarlet,
    they shall be as white as snow;
though they are red as crimson,
    they shall be like wool.
19 If you are willing and obedient,
    you will eat the good things of the land;
20 but if you resist and rebel,
    you will be devoured by the sword.”
For the mouth of the Lord has spoken.

30 may

acts 12 - the lord save peter, but peter didn't expect that

1 king 8

29 May

1 King 4 - God gave salomon wisdom and peace
acts 11 - Even Gentiles God has granted repentance that leads to life

28 may

act 10: God shows no partially, whoever fear the lord and work righteousness is accepted by Him.

Peter saw vision from the Lord which like a Lord relationship shown to him.

they were astonish with the works gift of holy spirit , coz they heard all of them speak in tounge and worship the Lord

27 may

1 kings 2: God made salomon kingdom peace but salomon need to clear all blood shed in his own people. e.g joab

acts 9

26 May

Acts 8 : Peter rebuked simon
20 Peter answered: “May your money perish with you, because you thought you could buy the gift of God with money! 21 You have no part or share in this ministry, because your heart is not right before God.22 Repent of this wickedness and pray to the Lord in the hope that he may forgive you for having such a thought in your heart. 23 For I see that you are full of bitterness and captive to sin.”

1 Kings 1

25 may

acts 7 : stephen fell a sleep?

24 May

Acts 6 : the twelve regenerate to other people and they are easily agreed together when they made a proposal

23 May

Act 5 : Ananias and Saphira, this story told us that God really hate people told that they are spiritual but they are not. They lied to look more spiritual.

41 The apostles left the Sanhedrin, rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name.

2 Sam 24 : 14 David said to Gad, “I am in deep distress. Let us fall into the hands of the Lord, for his mercy is great; but do not let me fall into human hands.”

24 But the king replied to Araunah, “No, I insist on paying you for it. I will not sacrifice to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing.”

22 May

Acts 4 :
12 Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved.”
13 When they saw the courage of Peter and John and realized that they were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and they took note that these men had been with Jesus

2 Sam 23 :
“The Spirit of the Lord spoke through me;
    his word was on my tongue.

21 may

act 3 : peter made a miracle when he did ministry. Holy spirit gave him power to heal to equip them in ministry.

God promise will equip us in ministry

2 sam 22

he delivers me from my enemy. He always answer my prayer

Grace vs Your righteousness

thisGrace - your righteousness doesn't count? 

it is very dangerous which may lead to lawlessness.

we save not the based of our works.

u ll feel your burden taken up in following jesus.

For those who has been living under the law, it will so celebrating.

how about if people hasn't live under the law?

book of galatian in response of preacher who teach the need to fullfill the law.

other people who preach the gospel rather than what i recieve from God will be curse.

book of corintians, he gave more warnings than comfort. because church in galatians and corintians is different.

in corintians, they never know what is law is.

they live immorallity. 

homesexual will not inherits the kingdom of God.

grace not living in lawlessness but grace should deliver us and made us to fulfill the law.

we must not take righteous lightly.

right fate and right living is insaperateble.

live righteous means believe the righteous one.

faith without works means nothing.

it is inseparable.

it is not 2 different entity.

if u have right faith u have the right living.

jesus is the true vine, u will bear the true fruits.

chirst is righteous if ur live attached to chirst, ur fruit is christ

righteous believe must bear righteousness.

u can't say that u believe in jesus but ur life still the same.

if u believe in me, u ll do whatever i said.

the problem when we start put our confidence in our righteousness.

for our self interest and boost self image.

the problem is not whether we good or not but why we want to be good?

1 john 3:7-10

dont let anyone lead u a stray, the one who does right is righteous just is christ is righteous.

no one who born of God can't keep sinning.

how to differntiate son of God or devil. who is doing righteous and who is doing wicked.

but then talk about righteousness, 

romans 10:1-4

because they dont know the righteousness of God than they create their own standard.

e.g the parisees create his own standard, he fast twice a week.

why because they want to feel superior than others.

when we feel to be superior, we don't know God righteousness.

our standard is meaningless, when facing God.

e.g prophets isayah.. even he is prophets he is tremble before God.

if thats the case we should compare at all.

Parisees

He stood by himself,

He was praying this to himself.

He didn't pray to God, but He just say his righteousness and compare.

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don't fall to other trap. 

don't compare to you but always bring to everyone as Jesus standard.

is not easy but the holy spirit is the one who strengthen us.

bring them to the word of God. lets learn togather.

bring them to God's standard.

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learn from tax collector

- he knows that he is unworthy.

- he really regret not because of the consequence, God cleanse me.

He hate the sin.

our body languange is expression of our heart.

when we start our body languange is bad then we start to check our heart.

this nation is glorify me with lips but their heart is far from me.

am i always continously God presence?

once ur heart start get right , your body language will be different.

 

this may be why we comes to God but hardly receive anything.

only you can cloth me with the cloth of righteousness.

reflection..

- do we easily get angry regardless right or wrong.

coz its about my self esteem, self righteousness.

- u have give me eternal reputation as son of God. why should i bother?

nobody can destroy my reputation in you.

Gospel not only be preach in the church but in our life.

why enjoy so much talking about other? because ur ego is entertain, your righteous is entertain. i m better than other.

lets repent from our mouth for gosip and use our mouth for gospel

make gospel integrated in our life

gospel should be integrated in our life.

e.g life story "Ahok", I personally admire about him because he doesn't need to tell that this is the word of God but you can see His life is the reflection of the word.

20 may

act 2: holy spirit came when we r waiting for Him

19 may

2 Sam 21 - David enquired to God when there is famine.
Act 1
7 He said to them: “It is not for you to know the times or dates the Father has set by his own authority.8 But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”

Our part is to become witness.

standing before God

luk 18:9-14

he who humble himself will be exalted.

v9 - to some who confident of their righteousness and looked down on everyone else.

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righteousness, is about being good and doing good.

being good and doing good is good.

the grace is beautiful and wonderful.

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mat 6:33

u trust ur righteousness to gain something.

the habit is they will always look at everyone else down.

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one with their own righteousness and second with 0 righteousness

do u what does it mean to come to church?

why u come to church?

u come here to really meet God.

how can be sure that God will accept u?

their focus is really about God.

God I thank u coz I .. I,. I..

its our self exaltation 

the question is not whether we need yo ve good or not but why we want to be good?

why the parisees doing this thing because they believe that they can be accepted by God

inside of our hearts everyone need approval and care about what other say them 

lets see adam and eve before he fall down.

they are naked, they don't care about what other people say

once they fall down, they lost their justification of god and start to seek their own justification.

when u start approval for others u ll hunger 

how we come to God.

- he knew who he is.. 

- deep regret and hard of repentance

- God have mercy on me. a sinner

sin.means u againts God coz u againts others.

if God give u the robe of righteousness.

put our confident is God's alone.

He knows that we still need to be transformed.

let him to expose 1 area to another.

people will see christ leave in us.

18 may

2 sam 20 - sheba rebels against david

17 may

Jesus came to the one who don't belive him.

He came to Thomas.

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Jesus came to his disaple after he is risen at night.

when Jesus said to cast out his net, they listen.

why the want to obey? coz they heard His voice.

obey when they call us.

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petrus said everyone can be shaken but not me... 

coz he always see God goodness , he so believe that never fall. but when He see it that is different from what he expected, and he fall.. but God is good to us,

He knows who the one who really love him.

do u love me more than this?

this = what u get?

feed my lamb

, protect,

feed my sheep.

roman 10:9-10

if u believe That god has been risen, then u ll be save.

john 3:5 - and u have to be born again.

luk 13:23-24

who can be saved? Lord is that only small can be saved? fight for the small path.

mat 7:13-14 right way.

go to the small door. 

rev 20:15

if each of them whose his name is not there, they will go to hell.

rev 3:5

whoever win, his name is not be erased.

rev 22: 18-19

if anyone add more things from this .god will bring curse. and if lack this, they will take if from the tree of life

16 May

Is 49
v8-13 God Promise
v14 But sion still depressed
v15 Instead God with long suffering grace, give his people understanding about His love which can be related with Mom loves.
v16. If they can't feel it, he proof it. and we just need to look into the cross.

Roman 5:5
5 And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s lovehas been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.

15 May

2 Sam 19 David mourning for his son death. Joab angry at him because David loves who hate him and hate who loves him. However David listen to his servant advice to go back to his palace.
He is very close with his relatives and israel complaint about it.

14 May

2 sam 18. How David love his son Absalom.
But God always protect David from evil.

bible doesn't proof that God exists

Bible reveal about Jesus but doesn't proof that God exists.

but many times we know about That God is powerful, etc but my life doesn't change.

e.g if i know God is powerful, i shouldn't be worry.

when u start to worry u affraid in ur heart not in ur mind.

i should not worry but why i should worry.

the scripture must goes down in our heart.

Guard our heart above all else prov 4:23

buy asking God to make all that we have understand down in our heart.

keep your word in my heart

psalm 119:11

if u know the truth, the truth will set u free.

if u haven't set u free than it means u haven't know the truth.

u haven't know it inside ur heart.

word of God is very powerful until it sink into our heart.

know the truth and from ur understading comes coviction to our heart.

we must go beyond our study.

ponder, meditate and pray that holy spirit will do it for us.

His love is so connected, u dont need just understand but i want u to feel it.

 ..because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit" (Romans 5:5). 

see urself that i engraved you in my hands.

looking at the cross of Jesus

if our confidence is based on our circumstances, that will be shaken.

faith will be on trial.

more and more faith and our circumstances will be different.

it is impossible that God doesn't love us.

He ready to suffer and die for us.

when we have to go through hardtime and difficulties, we should not failed our faith.

Paul can say confidently, who can saperate from the love of christ.

we need to ponder to make a displine to look and run with ur eye set on Jesus..

who carry the cross from the joy to save us.

becsuse of His love from me, He ready to suffer and die for us.

we have to disipline ourself to look that. once we can say loud to our heart, i believe u, come what may.

knowing God is dangerous journey. in knowing Him, there will be confusion. like JOB.

At the end, i thank u because i know from himself.

He never saw God in his own us, but from his heart.

how can someone the grace of God in the mids of suffering. because God has endureth the greater suffering.

13 May

Psalm 139:13 : For you created my inmost being;
    you knit me together in my mother’s womb.

2 Sam 17 : God help David. For theLord had determined to frustrate the good advice of Ahithophel in order to bring disaster on Absalom.

12 May

2 Sam 16 David surrender his life on God's hand
and he knows exactly that God is so gracious to him

the mother's love of God

is 49:14-16

but His people said to God, God forsaken me.

Can be a mother forget about her baby?

If they can, I won't.

v8-13

there is promise for his people.

i will do great things, i ll protect u.

but what people say, God has left me?

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when people said, God is good. yea..

you can't see whether god is good or not.

God so anthusias send his great promise.

but we receive it with a cold blood.

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at that time they are at the lowest point.

they are defeated people.

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walk with our faith. our faith always pressured with circumstances.

always face pressure which fight againts that faith.

e.g abraham. how long he has to wait in impossibility.

living by faith is not easy.

what is ur faith?

God is good. God loves us.

but our circumstances always fight againts us.

we dont have a problem, that God is able.

whats is our problem is whether God will or not.

God will is equal, how much God loves me.

we dont believe that God remember us, love us.

He is able but will he?

when we look into us, there is no support for those.

we already pray, we are not perfect, Its impossible God love me.

and later on we become skeptist.

I know but i dont think it will happen to our lives.because we have many mistake and God dont love us.

we know God promises but we always live with worryness.

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eventhough we know God promises, we dont know whether God loves us.

is not in our mind but our hearts.

Knowledge to the head must be brought to knowledge of ur heart.

we can't just be understand. 

i know but i can't live from what i know.

ask so that Holy spirit made it open inside our hearts.

who direct our heart is our heart.

steal is bad, but not coz the head asked them to steal but because of his heart asked them.

if we dont believe that God loves us than we want to pursue it ourself.

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even the people reject God promise, God doesn't despise them.

without faith, no one can please God.

what God wants is our faith.

when Thomas can't believe, God come and heal his faith.

He comes to us and help us.

How God help us?

israelites in depressed, frustrated.

when people frustrated, we often made 2 mistakes.

1. we come with advice to shape them up

2. or come with symphaty. and become self pity.

what are these foundation. u asked them to focus on urself.

God when see that people, He bring them to God.

let see God is good. Let see God is love.

does he love me? bring them to Gods love.

Can a mother forget the baby at her breast, and have no ckmpaseion on the child she has borne? v15

when think about mom, we can understand and feel. it become powerful.

what happen with this breastfeeding?

- no one can tell mom to do breastfeeding. they know when u need and feel that before the baby ask.

mom loves baby from her own self.

- when they breastfeeding they are enjoyed.

because they take from her. there is bonding emotional bonding.

- just want to give not ask back.

Thats God with us. He gives all the time and we take all the time.

- never God ask we repay Gods love.

-- in the pain the love never less.

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Think when ur mom loved u.,. 

when u dont feel God love.

ur mom loves is not eternal but God loves is long and bigger than the best mom.

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ur are blessed with best mom, and u ll know that God is more than that.

v16

see .. i have engraved u on the palms of my hand.

1. feel

2. and then see my action.

engraved is permanent.. when his hand in the cross.

see what i have done.. i have engraved u.

which never can be taken away.

he cried why u left me so that we never say that again. 

heb 13:5-6

dont be a mammon, coz God never leave u. i ll never leave u.

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ur wall are ever before me.

its jerusalem wall.. which has been fallen.

like broken relationship, broken dreams, etc.. it's in hus God sight.

he put us in his own body. he will never forsake us.

hw wants to come as like thomas. put ur finger in my hands.. dont be unbelieve but believe.

stop doubting my love.. believe with that and live with that..

why.. all wounds is healed except His hands? because it promised become real.

johaness see there is lamb which like after killed.. thats jesus.. seek that scars..

that scars is god promise, i ll never forsake u, i ll never leave u

10 may

2 sam 15.

David always cries to God when He has problem, instead of anger

9 may

2 sam 12-15 absalom, tannar and amnon

david heart is soft

Mark 9:35 He sat down, called the twelve, and said to them, “Whoever wants to be first must be last of all and servant of all.”

greatest? much more influence and important people in people hearts

8 May - How quick God forgiveness

2 Sam 12 Nathan rebuked David "Why did you despise the word of the Lord by doing what is evil in his eyes" and when David repent, immediately Nathan said to David "The Lord has taken away your sin. You are not going to die" How quick God forgiven David, even before he said sorry. But because of that sin, His son will die. v14. "But because by doing this you have shown utter contempt for[a] the Lord, the son born to you will die" David fasted who knows that v22. The Lord may be gracious to me and let the child live. Even God didn't granted, David still worship him and move on.

7 May - Nothing in my hand I bring, simply to Thy cross I cling.

2 sam 11 - David and Bathzeba. God displeased what David did. 1 Corinthians 6:9-11 v11 said And that is what some of you were. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.

God presence

1 accepted

only by the blood of jesus we recieve it

2. be aware

how often we aware God presence?

how we value God presence?

if u can live without God presence, i m sure u will.

people who dont live with god presence are those who don't even care.

3. be active

engagement. dont just believe.

really actively engage god presence.

i want to hear, give thanks.. actively engage.

there is where u make a special time with God.

u can't do it, in passing.

we need to honor and respect him.

4. be sensitive

God presence is everywhere.. but not always favourable.

is God presence in hell? yes i can be but it will the wrath.

why Elijah made God job more difficult?

if it is fire from heave thats real fire.

the fire actual consume the water.

the fire that coming from people can't manifacture. so let people can't say its because of the music, etc.

but one day, he was tired, but finally He found God in small still voice.

we need to be sensitive.

not meeting in the spectucalarly but meeting Him in person.

He became brave after that after meet Him in person.

6 May 2014

2 sam 10 - war with ammonites. v12 Joab faith : The Lord will do what is good in his sight. 2 cor 12:9, But He said to me, My grace is sufficient for you. For power is made perfect in weakness. So I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me

5 May 2014

2 Sam 8 - God gave David Victory

2 Sam 9 - David show mercy to Saul descendants (Mephibosheth), even God already punished Saul, but David still honour people whom God has anointed.

resurrection power in us

when u Gods presence carrier, whatever you touch, it became the place where people get touch by God.

Ef 1:19-20

holy spirit will reveal the true knowledge of God.

and make ur heart become bright.

we have the power of the ressurection power.

how we release that power?

the more u understand the more u have that power the more u release it.

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the same holy spirit as spirit of wisdom and revelation so that u understand and find the ressurected life.

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there is process work togather with holy spirit.

rom 6:4-5

coz if we already become one with his death we become one as his ressurection.

the more u die to urself, the more u find the ressurection power in u.

v4: even so, we also should walk in the newnest of life.

to find the ressurection power, u hv to walk the new life.

learn to pour ur love to holy spirit

walk based on holy spirit and obey him

rm 8:11 if his spirit stay in u, then the same spirit will ressurection,

where is the holy spirit, he is inside us.

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relationship like this with holy spirit, it will bring us to the fire of revival,

revival has to start from u and i,

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gal 6:8 - coz who sow from his flesh, he will reap death from ur flesh.

u make decision in flesh. we will reap death.

if we sow from the spirit, we will receive eternal life.

there are lots of decisions which actually decisions death or life.

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everyday, u made decision to sow spirit or flesh.. and the more u find the ressurection power

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rm 8:5-6

coz u who live with flesh, they will think everything with flesh, but live with spirit will think wverythigg with spirit.

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phil 2:5-9

let this be in u is the same as chirst mind.

humble himself,

jesus surrender himself twice.

- God surrender himself to become human

- as a man he surrender his life to dir in the cross to save us.

thats why God give him name all above names.

jesus gives the way of life because he is our eldest brother.

learn to humble urself before God. to the point of obidience,

obidience is part of die to urself.

when u learn to the new walk, that worry doesnt stay with u.

choose to walk with new way. its sowing decision in spirit.

sactification is the works of holy spirit inside u and i.

coz if not, we always failed.

our part is humble our self to god to the point of obidience.

--john 15:9

as father love me, i love u. 

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more than salvation

salvation is not end when we received him

it is just the beginning.

to start a good deeds

john 14:12

i tell u whoever believe, he will do something greater works.

mat 4:23-24

what jesus did? share the gospel, healing, cast out demons, etc

most assuredly if we believe Jesus, we will do the same things or even greater 

the secret place of the most high

psalm 91:1-2

he who dwells in secret place of the most high.

there is where God wants us all there,

secret place = place where we have to find it.

revival is found in the secret place of the most high.

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psalm 24:1-6

who can go the God Mountain? who can stand in His own holy place?

is people who is clean hands and hearts,

secret place is His own place.

today we are invited to enter to the most high place.

how much more we can bring Gods glory if we enter in his secret place

the one who clean heart whom doesnt surrender himself lier.

clean motivation.

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psalm 27 : 5

for in the time of problem, in his secret place.he shall hide me. he shall set me high upon the rock.

our shelter and safest place is where in the secret place

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psalm 31:21

u shall hide them and protect them.

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is45:3

i ll give u the treasures of darkness and riches from secret places that u may know that I m ur God who called u in your name.

we will find God goodness in the secret places.

when u experiencing spiritual blessing and also worldly blessing and u know why u get blessing so that we can be blessing for others.

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song of solomon 2:10-14

in the secret place, show ur face and sound ur voice coz u r beautiful

in the secret of the most high, we listen his voice, we build intimacy with God.

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where is that place?

1 cor 6: 19 dont u know is ur body is Gods temple?

the secret place is in u and i.

revival must be started in the secret place which is u and i.

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holy spirit stay in us.

find Him in the secret place.

find Him for his love.

find Him with a pure heart..

so that our life can bring God's glory everywhere.

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build ur life with prayer.

1 hour- 8 hours. and god teach him with relationship but start with disipline.

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bill jonhsen.. with the shopkeeper by bringing his presence.

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soaking how about if our mind can't focus.

pray like Paul.. i kill my mind inside christ

Intimacy with God

Build relationship with God not only until soul but till spirit.

canonial - friends, partner , relationship.

build relationship with holy spirit.

when u welcome Him, He will come.

How can we know that u ll have intimate relationship with holy spirit? can u welcome Him freely?

act 20:22-23

23: except what the spirit told me where to go from city to city

Paul is in constant communication with holy spririt.

Holy spirit is his friend.

every little things must be consult with holy spirit.

this should be common things to do as christian.

He always with us.

He is our friend.

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act 28:29

then the spirit said to Phillip, go to there, and Phillip go there.. 

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act 10:19-20

Then the spirit said.. go and meet them.

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act 16:6-7

holy spirit doesnt allow them to go.

Gods said to go all around the world.

but the holy spirit said no at that time.

we need to know God perfect will at that time.

how can we know God perfect will? from intimate relationship with holy spirit.

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holy spirit with them is 24 hours

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2. partnership

act 15:28 coz it is holyspirit decision and us

holyspirit and disaple are partner they make decision.

holy spirit is the best partner.

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act 20:28 protect urselft coz u are has been determined by holy spirit.

he is our partner... dont ever forget that is our senior partner.. the best decision is from him

in ministry dont ever affraid with man.. all the end decision is from holy spirit.

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sharing togather.

rom 9:1 in the presence of christ, and my concience and with holy spirit confirmed that what i am saying is correct.

learn how to share what in ur heart with holy spirit.

try to listen with holy spirit.

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close mutual association.

close fellowship with full of understanding like husb and wife which has harmonic relationship.

they know what each other dislike and dont do it.

u have to know what holyspirit dont like.

holy spirit is very sensitive.. he is very fragile.

ask holy spirit.. what he dislike.,

learn not to grief holy spirit.

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doctrine and spirit must be balance.

we can't make a pattern of holy spirit.

always have new and new things.. he will reveal new things.

if it is from holy spirit, see the fruits.

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never make a pattern for holy spirit works.

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intimacy-- the most end of canonia is intimacy.

he wants us to bring us with intimacy with holy spirit.

1 cor 2:10

but God has reveal to them to us but spirit search all things.

when u give the best time to holy spirit there is so much things.

experience it urself.

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1 cor 12:15 we have the mind of christ.

u have the mind of christ to judge with ur action.

if ur action love them, than u ministry with the mind of christ but if not,. then thats judging

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3 May 2014

2 sam 7

God promise to David and His offspring that His steadfast love would not depart from us.

2 May 2014

2 sam 6

God punished asa because He did wrongly or taking lightly the ark of God.

But David think that God is an anger God so He affraid.  but after a while David relises that God is good. He didn't understand at that time.

After that David worship the Lord without any shame with thanksgiving because God has chosen him to reign over israel